The Witching Hour...

Late night thinking brings up fucked up thoughts. This midnight version of people is just love : vulnerable . honest . real .

It makes me wonder , memories is something you have or something you've lost or as if the memories have a heart that beats only at night. They say being in darkness makes you more aware , little do they know that this time makes you feel either you're on top of the world or under.

Everyone has that 2am and 2pm personality , what's interesting is the the monster you become at 2am rather than the human being you pretend to be at 2pm.

Why do you like thunderstorms? - even nature needs to scream sometimes..

A silent scream:

you feel like everything is messed up ,it's complicated , brings loneliness . there are thousands of words to say all at once but you can't.. mentality changes , only a few can understand the change ; ego makes you do worst of all, people who hurt you they need to know that their actions count , I want to get involved in everything you do but hurts when you're always ready for them but they turn their backs on you.. I have been watching this 13 reasons why and I know pretty well that the series is not meant for someone to reenact and even don't have the same shit like Hannah Baker but it feels like I'm struggling too.. why it's always me : scolding ,abusive shit ,body shamming , restrictions ,lack of trust ,ignorance , annoying attitude ,and every other kind of bullshit.. even though after being mistreated and losing my self control I somehow managed to move on and that's true I find it easy to move on but sometimes I can't but still I do ,maybe it's the post effect of losing your emotional feel ...... another night ,still no sleep ,gosh! this song (love nwantiti 8D) hits next level. Life's shit , it always have been but what makes us stand out the odd is that one smile(fake it till you make it ,fits in every fucking situation)..... best advice : you can't be the main character in everybody's story ,but I oppose coz side characters do matter , still no offence

umm... I guess it was pretty much it for the midnight series page 1............

credit: someone I know

was he meant to do so

not the same smile

not the same glow

all think he is same

but I don't think so...

that dejection of souls

now shouts and screams

inviting none other than the grim!!

he is keen for love

still no one adore.

he wants to cry

for those pain and sorrow

ofcourse !!

received in ages

hidden till ages

but can't find a cure

I wish to ask a question to god

'Was he meant to do so?'

credit: astromony boy